Monday, August 10, 2009
Is home really where the heart is? / 1:27 AM
I'm back in Singapore, all safe and sound. The thought of leaving the cold and pretty looking London did have a negative effect on me but it kinda got washed out by the positive effects that were on a equal balance on the thought of seeing my family/friends and the comfort of my home again. So it isnt that bad. I still feel very jet-lagged. Cant sleep on time and i havent adapted to the timezone here in S'pore as yet. Its difficult really. I was up till 5.30am in the morning watching my tamil programmes online and not feeling one bit sleepy, i eventually forced myself to sleep since i had a long day ahead.
My choice and my parents blessings allowed me to experience so much more on the outside world of S'pore. Being away is not that easy as it seems. The excitement that you hold on the day of departure fades away and starts building on the excitement of the day you return back home. As much as i was happy to be home, a pathetic incident (racist btw) occured yesterday at my uncle's residence and this of course totally pissed me off and made me reflect back on how different people back in London were. Especially the fact how friendly and carefree they were. It shocks me that just a day before the nation celebrates its birthday as one people, some morons just have to create chaos and show how dumb they are really.
I kinda lost my mood to celebrate after that actually. Instead i just had a good time with my family and i am indulging on the good food back here. I badly missed the food & now that i've got it, i gotta start losing some pounds since i never ever excercised during my whole trip except for the fact that i walked hell alot.
I'm intending on buying myself a brand new diary, plain simple and nothing fancy. This will let me pen down my thoughts and things i just cant say aloud as and when i want. I'm suddenly so excited to do it! Now that i am back, i also have to start preparing for school and all the normal and daily routine that i've missed out on for a long long time.
My choice and my parents blessings allowed me to experience so much more on the outside world of S'pore. Being away is not that easy as it seems. The excitement that you hold on the day of departure fades away and starts building on the excitement of the day you return back home. As much as i was happy to be home, a pathetic incident (racist btw) occured yesterday at my uncle's residence and this of course totally pissed me off and made me reflect back on how different people back in London were. Especially the fact how friendly and carefree they were. It shocks me that just a day before the nation celebrates its birthday as one people, some morons just have to create chaos and show how dumb they are really.
I kinda lost my mood to celebrate after that actually. Instead i just had a good time with my family and i am indulging on the good food back here. I badly missed the food & now that i've got it, i gotta start losing some pounds since i never ever excercised during my whole trip except for the fact that i walked hell alot.
I'm intending on buying myself a brand new diary, plain simple and nothing fancy. This will let me pen down my thoughts and things i just cant say aloud as and when i want. I'm suddenly so excited to do it! Now that i am back, i also have to start preparing for school and all the normal and daily routine that i've missed out on for a long long time.
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