Friday, January 4, 2008
You're wasting time / 11:27 PM
There are times when i've asked myself, who exactly is important in my life and why exactly so. I've gone through this series like a zillion times and finally i guess not everyone matters and its best to move ahead with your own life.
Like Dayana (posh) said, its time I make things right for myself than for others. Where has the love and importance for myself gone? I'm not saying or pretending that life hasnt made me happy or given me enough loved ones to keep me occupied and satisfied with what i have around me. But then again, there are those times when i sit and realise there are some out there to make my happy little world, miserable. So there were times (i admit) that i felt down and was upset and even went to the extend of taking revenge on such worthless piece of craps living alive. Then i asked myself, is this necessary and even worth my time?
No.
The talk i had with radz today made me realise its true that there is no point at all fighting or making urself look pathetic trying revenge on people who have no life but to mock and care about their enemy's all the time. When you know a person tries so hard to get you whenever they get an opportunity and stab you, it simply just shows they are spending their time and effort all on you. So i guess i ought to be happy and proud that a mean old figure like her could make things any worse at all, when she's just wasting her damn time. (yes its a her btw)!
So to me, i have the light shining on me. The family (my very own blood of course), the very good friends and my bf is all i need ever. They complete me and they make me happy. My blog keeps me occupied of course, and thanks to that. I simply can inhale all the crapp that happens around me. & yes i am a happy girl (:
Like the EMRS personality test said, my patience level is high, very high mind you.
Like Dayana (posh) said, its time I make things right for myself than for others. Where has the love and importance for myself gone? I'm not saying or pretending that life hasnt made me happy or given me enough loved ones to keep me occupied and satisfied with what i have around me. But then again, there are those times when i sit and realise there are some out there to make my happy little world, miserable. So there were times (i admit) that i felt down and was upset and even went to the extend of taking revenge on such worthless piece of craps living alive. Then i asked myself, is this necessary and even worth my time?
No.
The talk i had with radz today made me realise its true that there is no point at all fighting or making urself look pathetic trying revenge on people who have no life but to mock and care about their enemy's all the time. When you know a person tries so hard to get you whenever they get an opportunity and stab you, it simply just shows they are spending their time and effort all on you. So i guess i ought to be happy and proud that a mean old figure like her could make things any worse at all, when she's just wasting her damn time. (yes its a her btw)!
So to me, i have the light shining on me. The family (my very own blood of course), the very good friends and my bf is all i need ever. They complete me and they make me happy. My blog keeps me occupied of course, and thanks to that. I simply can inhale all the crapp that happens around me. & yes i am a happy girl (:
Like the EMRS personality test said, my patience level is high, very high mind you.
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