Monday, December 3, 2007
Love is in the Air! / 1:14 PM
Happy Anniversay Love. Its been 4 full strong years! With more to come of course. I love you heaps and i know we'll always be together! (:
Sometimes one can expect too much in a relationship. You can be vulnerable to simple things like desires and hopes you have in a relationship. Its not only of a BGR i am talking about, but alot more others. You just might have so much of things on your mind at times that you just have this feeling of letting go of everything you ever loved and move on with just yourself as your only good asset left in life. I am not emo people, its just that when the days past more and more, you tend to think of what the future has in store for you. Is it good, bad or nothing much at all?
You see people change over the days, you find out things like who your true friends are and who are not. You see things like how love can be the greatest thing at one point and the worse on another. You regret things after doing it with your own freewill. You think that people's opinion matter the most in your life. You tend to listen to people who backstab other's than your own friends. You tend to make other's feel miserable and full of worry for your actions. All these small things, can sometimes be BIG!
But, the pullback of some of the things is faith. Faith in yourself and faith in your life.What i have learnt is live everyday as if there is no tmr. Just have fun and stop stressing yourself or others around you. Whats the point anyway. You dont gain anything, you only lose in the end. What is life when its always been about work and nothing much about your loved ones or your own life that needs some editing. There's so many things that can keep running in my head that i can simply pour out here and make anyone and everyone feel bad or make them start thinking of what they have done to make their life happy and meaningful, but i'll give that a pass.
Give your trust to people who deserve it and spend time with people who matter & whom you love. To me, i dont care what others think anymore, even if its something that has to be kept a secret or even if you have to lie to have a happy ending, you just got to do it. I have one thing to say to you, and that is live your life for yourself, and not for others!
Sometimes one can expect too much in a relationship. You can be vulnerable to simple things like desires and hopes you have in a relationship. Its not only of a BGR i am talking about, but alot more others. You just might have so much of things on your mind at times that you just have this feeling of letting go of everything you ever loved and move on with just yourself as your only good asset left in life. I am not emo people, its just that when the days past more and more, you tend to think of what the future has in store for you. Is it good, bad or nothing much at all?
You see people change over the days, you find out things like who your true friends are and who are not. You see things like how love can be the greatest thing at one point and the worse on another. You regret things after doing it with your own freewill. You think that people's opinion matter the most in your life. You tend to listen to people who backstab other's than your own friends. You tend to make other's feel miserable and full of worry for your actions. All these small things, can sometimes be BIG!
But, the pullback of some of the things is faith. Faith in yourself and faith in your life.What i have learnt is live everyday as if there is no tmr. Just have fun and stop stressing yourself or others around you. Whats the point anyway. You dont gain anything, you only lose in the end. What is life when its always been about work and nothing much about your loved ones or your own life that needs some editing. There's so many things that can keep running in my head that i can simply pour out here and make anyone and everyone feel bad or make them start thinking of what they have done to make their life happy and meaningful, but i'll give that a pass.
Give your trust to people who deserve it and spend time with people who matter & whom you love. To me, i dont care what others think anymore, even if its something that has to be kept a secret or even if you have to lie to have a happy ending, you just got to do it. I have one thing to say to you, and that is live your life for yourself, and not for others!
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