the missing days / 9:43 PM

i've been having my fair share of fun lately. & to know that i have time for such things, makes me a really happy girl. My friends have been a big part of that laughter that you can hear from like miles away (ok drama) but its just the special happiness that you have in your heart that makes you hope the time will just stop at that moment of madness and fun. projects have been a dread, like always. i am like happy with almost all my groupings except one. i've been having the random thought that always tickle my brains, like again and again. just the other day, rama (RC) and myself were talking abt abortion. Pretty scary topic i know but we were just yakking and that sudden word came abt and we discussed it. He sees the word in the same reflection as i did, that when a child is abnormal or stricken with a disease, it should be aborted. Thats what we feel, not that there wont be any physical or mental pain in that. But we knew, somehow not everyone is nice enough to accept the person and not make fun of them eventually. That kinda bugs me.

& then there are things like losing touch with some that you were once bonded with. I've been missing my bestfriend like crazy lately, and she's been really busy with her attachment. Its sad how when you really want a person to be with you, and other things pull that time away. i know i sound damn emo, but i'm not. Just missing too many things that i once had a lot of time for. The young mind, the freedom, the wind and relaxing, the problem free days. Like i can go on forever. Its true you get wiser when you get older, i wouldn't be so cropped up with such matters if i am not turning 21.

When reality hits you, you know that its time for you to complete the puzzle and find the ways and means to do what you really have to. If you miss someone, just ring them and say so. It'll make life alot more less stressful and happy.

& these are some random photos of people i miss alot.



my grandparents :)


the handsome cousin karthik.


my young babies.


the cousin brother krishnan who's always so protective of me.


my gang of 5 from my previous part time workplace.


fanastic four that i miss oh so much.



my lovelies from sinda

Labels: shout out what you feel

the missing days / 9:43 PM

i've been having my fair share of fun lately. & to know that i have time for such things, makes me a really happy girl. My friends have been a big part of that laughter that you can hear from like miles away (ok drama) but its just the special happiness that you have in your heart that makes you hope the time will just stop at that moment of madness and fun. projects have been a dread, like always. i am like happy with almost all my groupings except one. i've been having the random thought that always tickle my brains, like again and again. just the other day, rama (RC) and myself were talking abt abortion. Pretty scary topic i know but we were just yakking and that sudden word came abt and we discussed it. He sees the word in the same reflection as i did, that when a child is abnormal or stricken with a disease, it should be aborted. Thats what we feel, not that there wont be any physical or mental pain in that. But we knew, somehow not everyone is nice enough to accept the person and not make fun of them eventually. That kinda bugs me.

& then there are things like losing touch with some that you were once bonded with. I've been missing my bestfriend like crazy lately, and she's been really busy with her attachment. Its sad how when you really want a person to be with you, and other things pull that time away. i know i sound damn emo, but i'm not. Just missing too many things that i once had a lot of time for. The young mind, the freedom, the wind and relaxing, the problem free days. Like i can go on forever. Its true you get wiser when you get older, i wouldn't be so cropped up with such matters if i am not turning 21.

When reality hits you, you know that its time for you to complete the puzzle and find the ways and means to do what you really have to. If you miss someone, just ring them and say so. It'll make life alot more less stressful and happy.

& these are some random photos of people i miss alot.



my grandparents :)


the handsome cousin karthik.


my young babies.


the cousin brother krishnan who's always so protective of me.


my gang of 5 from my previous part time workplace.


fanastic four that i miss oh so much.



my lovelies from sinda

Labels: shout out what you feel